goedendag ik schrijf deze brief met

goedendag ik schrijf deze brief met veel pijn en moeite in mijn hart maar het moet
ik weet niet waar ik moet beginnen maar ik ga proberen om het kort uit te leggen
ik ben een vrouw van 23 jaar ik ben gescheiden ik heb mijn eigen bedrijf en ik werk met ouderen in de zorg ik woon al 10 jaar in België
ik ben een bekeerling sinds 5 jaar toen ik uw zoon leerde kennen was hij de beste man die ik had ontmoet we waren zo verliefd op elkaar dat ik mijn hele leven heb omgegooid voor die jongen hij beloofde me mooie dingen dat alles goed zou komen en we zouden trouwen op zijn tijd vorig jaar hebben we samen het besluit genomen dat ik me huis zou opgeven wegens de omstandigheden die ik toen had ben ik bij uw zoon in huis gaan wonen ik was op de hoogte van alles van zijn familie vrienden ik regelde alles en hielp hem waar ik kon helpen chiya heeft mij altijd verteld dat hij hier is wegens overlijden van zijn vrouw en de familie daarvan ik heb dat ook altijd geloofd om die redenen dronk hij veel ik vond dat geen probleem hij was veel boos omdat ik veel fouten had we hadden een groot cultuur probleem hij vond dat ik elke dag moest koken en schoonmaken en naar hem moest luisteren als vrouw ik heb dit altijd van hem geaccepteerd omdat ik wist dat ik veel fouten had en hem niet wou laten gaan omdat ik zoveel van hem hield de maand november hebben we veel ruzies gehad en ik wist dat er iets met hem speelde nu afgelopen woensdag had chiya aan mij gevraagd om een dag bij mij moeder te slapen zodat zijn vriend met een meisje bij hem thuis kon gaan ik was boos want ik vond het niet kunnen dat hij mij dat had gevraagd ik vond het echt niet respectvol dus ik had hem een voorstel gedaan dat als hij dat echt wou ik niet meer terug zou komen hij was boos en negeerde mij en ik hem ook de volgende dag ben ik terug gegaan in de nacht om te kijken wat ze aan het doen waren en als er andere meisjes in zijn huis waren sorry ik was jaloers en moest alles weten wat er daar gebeurde chiya wou de deur niet open doen ik had nog een beneden sleutel want de sleutels van het appartement had hij aan zijn vriend gegeven om met die meisje daar te gaan toen ik boven was aangekomen rook heel zijn huis naar alcohol en was hij net wakker ik was zo boos dat ik mijn spullen begon te pakken want al mijn kleren en alles wat ik had was bij zijn thuis ik had 6 maanden geleden een PlayStation 4 cadeau gegeven aan chiya omdat ik zo boos was heb ik die ook terug gepakt ik was zo boos en zo vernederd dat ik van alles tegen hem heb gezegd van hoe kon hij mij zo behandelen na 2 jaar hoe kon hij mij deze pijn geven ik voelde me gebruikt ik had op de grond gespuugd en dat was de grote fout chiya heeft mij helemaal in elkaar geslagen thuis hij heeft me zelfs bijna laten stikken ik heb een dag in het ziekenhuis geslapen en ik heb aangisfte gedaan bij de politie want wat hij heeft gedaan wens ik geen enkele vrouw in het leven en ik had dat ook niet verdient en alhamdulilah ben ik een moslim en ik weet dat dit niet mag binnen in de islam een vrouw slaan kan en mag niet ik heb ook veel Koerdische vriendinnen sommige zijn ook getrouwd maar ik weet dat hun man hun niet zo zou slaan dat is echt haram haram wat ik hiermee wil bereiken is dat ik mijn fout heb gemaakt met hem ik ga nooit meer terug maar wat ik aan jullie wil vragen houd u zoon uit het huwelijk of laat hem met een vrouw trouwen die dat allemaal van hem gaat accepteren want hier in België is het zwaar verboden om vrouwen te slaan of kinderen te slaan ik heb deze problemen niet voor uw zoon gewild met heel mijn hart maar ik ben naar de politie gegaan om mijzelf te beschermen en voor de dag dat ik in het ziekenhuis heb geslapen want ik vind dit echt niet kunnen ondanks alles heb ik aan de politie gevraagd om hem niet het land uit te sturen maar wel een straf te geven zodat hij gaat leren van zijn fouten en ons vrouwen hier niet kapot gaat maken voor zijn liefde want god ziet alles en ik weet dat er veel cultuur verschil is maar dat maakt ons vrouwen die hier zijn niet slecht of dat hij het recht heeft om ons deze pijn te geven want ik ben geen slechte vrouw en ik geloof in god en ik heb een moeder en een vader nu ik heb geen goeie contact omdat zij niet in de islam geloven en dat is hier een groot probleem dus moest ik het huis uit maar ik heb een fout gemaakt om uw zoon te geloven en denken dat we bij elkaar zouden blijven want ik weet alles van uw familie ik was er altijd bij als hij met zijn moeder aan het praten was of met zijn zus ik heb jullie ook veel keren gezien in de camera en gehuild omdat ik het zo jammer vond dat hij niet bij jullie kon zijn nu nogmaals met heel mijn hart en leven het spijt mij echt dat ik deze fout het gemaakt het spijt mij dat ik naar zijn familie schrijf en het spijt mij dat ik naar de politie ben geweest

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good day I am writing this letter with a lot of pain and effort in my heart but it should I don't know where to start but I'm going to try to make it short to explain I am a woman of 23 years I am divorced I have my own business and I work with the elderly in care I've been living 10 years in Belgium I'm a convert since 5 years when I met your son, he was the best man I had met we were so in love with each other that I have changed my whole life for that boy he promised me beautiful things all that well would come and we would get married on his time last year, we have together made the decision that I would give up home due to the circumstances I had when I joined your son going to live in the House I was aware of all of his family friends I arranged everything and helped him where I could help Michael has always told me that he's here because of the death of his wife and the family of which I have also always believed that for those reasons, he drank a lot I found that no problem he was much upset because I had a lot of mistakes we had a big culture problem he found that I each day had to cooking and cleaning and had to listen to him as a woman I have always accepted him because I knew I had a lot of mistakes and didn't want to let him go because I loved him so much the month of november we have many quarrels and I knew something had now played with him last Wednesday to Liz asked me one day at my mother to sleep so that his friend with a girl at his home could go I was upset because I found it not be that he had asked me that I thought it was really not respectfully so I had him made a proposal that if he really wanted that I no longer would come back he was angry and ignored me and I him as well the next day I went back at night to watch what they were doing and if there are other girls in his House were sorry I was jealous and had to know everything what happened there Calderon wanted to not open the door do I still had a down key for the keys to the apartment he had given to his friend with that girl there to go when I arrived was non-very top are home to alcohol and was he just woke up I was so upset that I started to pack my stuff because all my clothes and everything I had was at his home I had 6 months ago a PlayStation 4 gift given to Michael because I was so angry I have also taken back that I was so angry and so humbled that I have anything against him said of how he could treat me so after 2 years how could he give me this pain I felt used I had spat on the ground and that was the big mistake Calderon has given me all the way home he has beaten me even almost choke I have slept a day in the hospital and I have aangisfte done at the police for what he has done I wish no woman in life and I had that also does not deserve and alhamdulilah I am a Muslim and I know that this must not store within in islam a woman can and should not I also have many Kurdish girl friends some are also married but I know that their man would strike their not so that's really haram haram what I want to achieve is that I've made my mistake with him I am never going back but what I want to ask you please to you son from the marriage or let him marry a woman with those that accept him because here in all of Belgium is the heavily forbidden to women or children to save I have this problems not for your son wanted with all my heart but I am gone to the police to protect myself and for the day I have slept in the hospital because I find this really can't, in spite of everything I have to the police asked for him not to send out of the country but a penalty so that he will learn from his mistakes and our women here ain't broke is going to make for his love for god sees everything and I know that there are many culture difference is but that makes us women who are here are not bad or that he has the right to give us this pain because I'm not a bad woman and I believe in god and I have a mother and a father now I have no good contact because they do not believe in islam and that is a big problem here so I had to House from but I made a mistake to your son to believe and think that we would remain together because I know all of your family I was always there when he was talking with his mother or his sister I have seen you many times in the camera and cried because I so sorry found that he could not with you are now once again with all my heart and live really I am sorry that I made this mistake I am sorry to his family write and I am sorry that I have been to the police

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hello I write this letter with much pain in my heart but it has
I do not know where to start but I'll try to explain it briefly
I am I am a wife of 23 years divorced I have my own company and I work with older people in care I've been living 10 years in Belgium
, I am a convert since 5 years old when I met your son, he was the best man I had met we were so in love that I have changed my whole life for that boy he promised me beautiful things that everything would be fine and we would have married his time last year together made the decision that I would give up my house because of the circumstances that I had then I'm going home to your son live, I was aware of all of his family friends I arranged everything and helped him where I could help Chiya has always told me that he's here because of the death of his wife and the family of which I have also always believed those reasons he drank a lot I found no problem he was much upset because I have many errors had we had a big cultural problem he found that I had to cook and clean every day and had to listen to him as a woman I've always accepted him because I knew I many mistakes had and would not let him go because I so much loved him the month of November, we had a lot of fights and I knew asked anything with him now played last Wednesday had Chiya me to sleep a day mother in me that his friend a girl with him I could go home was angry because I did not have him I had asked, I thought it was really disrespectful so I had made him an offer that if he really I wish would not return him to come was angry and ignored me and I too am the next day he went back at night to see what they were doing and if there are other girls in the house were sorry I was jealous and had all things there Chiya did wish the door does not open, I had he still had a lower key because the keys of the apartment to his friend made to go there with that girl when I was upstairs arrived smoke throughout the house to alcohol and he was just waking up I was so angry that I began to pack my things because all my clothes and everything I had was at home, I had six months ago a PlayStation 4 gave a gift to Chiya because I was so angry I also I caught back was so angry and so humiliated I have everything against him, said of how he could treat me after two years how could he give me this pain I felt used, I had spat on the ground and that was the big mistake Chiya has me completely beaten up at home, he I even let choking I slept a day in the hospital and I aangisfte to the police for what he has done, I wish no woman in life and I also do not deserve and alhamdulilah I am a Muslim and I know that this should not store inside a woman in Islam can not and should not I have many Kurdish friends, some are married but I know that their husbands them not would hit it really haram haram what I want to achieve with this is that my mistake I made with never him I'm back but I want to ask love you son from the marriage or later you him marry a woman who is all about accepting him because here in Belgium, it is hard not allowed to beat women or save children I have these problems not want your son with all my heart but I went to the police went to protect myself and the day I slept in the hospital because I think this really can not, despite everything, I have to the police asked him not to send out of the country but to award a penalty so that he will learn from his mistakes and will make us women are not broken here for his love for god sees everything and I know there are many cultural differences but that makes us women who are not here bad or that he has the right to give us this pain because I am not a bad woman and I believe in god and I have a mother and a father now I do not have good contact because they are not in the Islam believe, and here is a big problem so I had to leave the house but I made a mistake to believe your son and thinking that we would stay together because I know all of your family, I was always there when he and his mother was talking or with his sister I have you seen many times in the camera and cried because I felt so sorry he could not be with you now again with all my heart and life I'm really sorry that I have this error it made me regret that I write to his family and I am sorry that I have been to the police

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hello, i write this letter with great pain and difficulty in my heart but it musti don't know where to start, but i will try just to explaini am a woman of 23 years i'm divorced, i have my own company and i work with older people in care i lived 10 years in belgiumi'm a convert since 5 years when i met your son, he was the best man i met, we were so in love that i have changed my life for the boy he promised me things that everything would be okay and we were married on time last year, we have taken the decision that i would give up my house for the circumstances which i had when i am on your son in the house to live, i was aware of all of his family and friends helped him i did everything i could to help chiya always told me he's here on the death of his wife and the family that i did that always believed that he drank a lot of reasons, i found that he was not a problem because i very angry many mistakes we had had a big culture problem he thought i had to cook and clean, and every day to listen to him, as a woman i've always accepted him because i knew that i had a lot of mistakes and wouldn't let him go because i loved him so much the month of november, we have had many quarrels and i knew there was something with him now chiya last wednesday had asked me for a day at my mother to sleep with a girl so that his friend could go home with him, i was angry because i didn't have that he asked me that i was really disrespectful so i told him that if he made a proposal really wish i wasn't coming back he was angry and ignored me and i him the following day i went back in the morning to see what they were doing and if other girls in his house were i was jealous and to know everything that happened chiya didn't open the door because i had a lower key, the keys of the apartment he had given to his friend with that girl to go up when i arrived home to smoke his alcohol and he was just waking up i was so angry that i started packing my stuff because all my clothes and all i had was at home i had 6 months ago a playstation 4 gift given to chiya because i was so angry i also got back, i was so angry and humiliated that everything i told him, how could he think so after 2 years, how could he treat me, this pain i felt i had used spit on the ground, and that was the big mistake chiya has beaten me at home he has almost suffocated me even i have a day in the hospital and i've slept with the police aangisfte because what he did wish i no woman in life and i had also not alhamdulilah deserve and i am a muslim and i know this is not allowed in islam, a woman can not hit, i have many friends, some are kurdish married but i know that the man didn't hit that is haram haram this is what i want to achieve my mistake that i made with him i'm never going back but what i i want to ask you to keep your son in marriage or let him marry a woman who will accept all of him because here in belgium, it is hard to beat to beat women or children i have these problems for your son wanted with all my heart, but i went to the police for myself protect and for the day that i slept in the hospital because i do not think this is despite everything i can to the police asked him not to send out of the country but a sentence so that he can learn from his mistakes and not destroy us women for his love for god sees everything and i know that there's a culture difference, but that makes us women here are not bad or d he ate the right for us to give this pain, because i am not a bad woman, and i believe in god, and i have a mother and a father now i don't have a good contact, because they don't believe in islam and that's a big problem, so i had to get out of the house, but i made a mistake about your son to believe that we would stay together because i know all of your family and i was always there when he was talking with his mother and his sister, i've seen you many times in the camera and cried so sad because i didn't think he could be with you again my whole heart and life, i am really sorry that i made this mistake sorry that i write to his family, and i am sorry to the police have been r